Been made Redundant
Yesterday was one of the most annoying days I have had in a long time.
First
I got over half marks in the coursework for CPT6 and they want me to try me hardest to gain another 15 or so marks to get a better grade (possible but only at a push)
Second
I waited in all day for Biology just to find out that I could have gone home second period because they are revising for the exam that they have on Thursday. I am doing a different course to them so I dont have to do the work or the Exam.
Thirdly
Over the holidays I have been letting my beard grow to see what I would look like. The first day I go into college I get a mixed reaction of either not bothered or Shave off the fucker (to put it politley). Now I can usually take the critiscism but when I comes in the form of you look horrible or rough as shit, then fuck em all. I dont want to know whether they like beards in general. It took me two weeks to grow it to that length, which was impressive and it was not harming them in any way. My parents thought it looked OK (politically neutral) and Sam hated it with a passion (Chav boy also said he hated it) everyone else just pointed it out and wanted to know why? It was not the comments I got but the fact that when I wass talking people all I could see was them looking at the beard not me. So I have shaved it off under duress and to make them happy to be around a unsecure chaotic friend who they can look OK around. Rather than the misfit that I am
Finally
I have been made redundant! The community centre is in a serious amount of debt and can longer afford to pay me. So in two weeks I am again a jobless bum with no cash. I dont mind being made redundant but the money was a great help and now unless I get a job during the holidays I am screwed financialy. My parents have offered to help out but I know that they cannot at any point help me out financialy. They are screwed on the money front so I hate to get money off them.
The thing is though I would have not found out until it was too late because Amanda did not have the balls to say it to me earlier. I knew the job was temporary but now with only £2 in my bank I am screwed and will have to start saving up for the 2 months I have got between college and possible Uni so that I dont just have to sit there with fuck all to do. I could have bought myself an Xbox 360 with the cash I made but not nowing how long the thing would last I did not save. Now I have no cash and no Xbox and am going to be even more bored (Mind you I do have my skateboard).
Fuck, Fuck, Shitty, Fuck, fuck!
As you can tell I am seroiusly pissed off.
Not because of the day but because no one will leave me alone to do what I want. I have not had a hair cut in about 7 months and it is really long (about 2.5 inch) and it has no style and no mobility. Now I have been saying for the past 3 months that it needs styling and cutting but my mam and friends have all said the same thing "I Like it Long". SO Fuck I will do with my own hair what I want. But wait I cannot as my mam has threatened to throw me out if I get it shaved and will not give me the cash or time to get it done. I work weekends and have no cash at the moment(2 weeks time) and no matter what length I get it cut my man will say the same thing "Its a bit short". She is never happy with my decisions and will never trust me.
Fuck Her!
First
I got over half marks in the coursework for CPT6 and they want me to try me hardest to gain another 15 or so marks to get a better grade (possible but only at a push)
Second
I waited in all day for Biology just to find out that I could have gone home second period because they are revising for the exam that they have on Thursday. I am doing a different course to them so I dont have to do the work or the Exam.
Thirdly
Over the holidays I have been letting my beard grow to see what I would look like. The first day I go into college I get a mixed reaction of either not bothered or Shave off the fucker (to put it politley). Now I can usually take the critiscism but when I comes in the form of you look horrible or rough as shit, then fuck em all. I dont want to know whether they like beards in general. It took me two weeks to grow it to that length, which was impressive and it was not harming them in any way. My parents thought it looked OK (politically neutral) and Sam hated it with a passion (Chav boy also said he hated it) everyone else just pointed it out and wanted to know why? It was not the comments I got but the fact that when I wass talking people all I could see was them looking at the beard not me. So I have shaved it off under duress and to make them happy to be around a unsecure chaotic friend who they can look OK around. Rather than the misfit that I am
Finally
I have been made redundant! The community centre is in a serious amount of debt and can longer afford to pay me. So in two weeks I am again a jobless bum with no cash. I dont mind being made redundant but the money was a great help and now unless I get a job during the holidays I am screwed financialy. My parents have offered to help out but I know that they cannot at any point help me out financialy. They are screwed on the money front so I hate to get money off them.
The thing is though I would have not found out until it was too late because Amanda did not have the balls to say it to me earlier. I knew the job was temporary but now with only £2 in my bank I am screwed and will have to start saving up for the 2 months I have got between college and possible Uni so that I dont just have to sit there with fuck all to do. I could have bought myself an Xbox 360 with the cash I made but not nowing how long the thing would last I did not save. Now I have no cash and no Xbox and am going to be even more bored (Mind you I do have my skateboard).
Fuck, Fuck, Shitty, Fuck, fuck!
As you can tell I am seroiusly pissed off.
Not because of the day but because no one will leave me alone to do what I want. I have not had a hair cut in about 7 months and it is really long (about 2.5 inch) and it has no style and no mobility. Now I have been saying for the past 3 months that it needs styling and cutting but my mam and friends have all said the same thing "I Like it Long". SO Fuck I will do with my own hair what I want. But wait I cannot as my mam has threatened to throw me out if I get it shaved and will not give me the cash or time to get it done. I work weekends and have no cash at the moment(2 weeks time) and no matter what length I get it cut my man will say the same thing "Its a bit short". She is never happy with my decisions and will never trust me.
Fuck Her!
posted by Adam McConnell at 4/25/2006
1 Comments:
1. Hey, it's like when people get a new hair cut: everyone takes notice of it so you shouldn't be offended by the attention the beard was getting. People are just inquisitive.
2. So what if we like ypur hair how it is...we're not forcing you! We are just stating our opinion and it's your decision to do what you want with your appearance, something you need to set down with your mum
Gemma
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