The end of a holiday for the soul

In the end it has turned out that I have to back to college for one year. This has meant that the past two or so months have just been a very long summer holiday for the relaxation of the soul.

I have found the balance in my life and I am happy for once in the past year. I have found that a growing depression has been brought into my life very slowly and only now that it has been lifted do I feel so much better. I can now focus on my goals and have found that I still want the same things . Love life and teaching.
On Wednesday when I go back to college I have a new aim. To do well and not to mess about as much and put in more effort. Over the past few years I have found that I never wanted to find my potential. I now want to.

A great man (Dylan Moran) said that you should never embrace your potential. For all you know it could be a palatial mansion with window draped with mullions whatever a mullion is. With wonderfully beautiful people beings served wine by clouds. But it is more likely to be a small flat with a bed with no mattress and a grey cat that smokes sat on it mewing.

I have personally decided to redecorate and change mine from what it was into a swan. I want to open the door and refurbish it into my ideal home.

I have found that inner peace the yin and yang of life.