My Exam results

They were bad. Not fails but not what I was hoping for. I got 2e’s and 1d. This equates to 140 UCAS points. Not enough for Scarborough. So they decided to change my course from Primary School Teaching with biological studies to Educational studies and Ecology. Not much difference I hear you say. That I where you are wrong. The latter course does not give me qualified teacher status. Not worth while doing as I would still have to stay on after University.

I have been accepted into Teesside. This on closer examination are Lab studies with some info on the side. Again not what I wanted to. So I also don’t want to do this but if push comes to shove it is a good backup. I would also like to leave Middlesbrough at some point and this would mean that I would be staying at home. I need to exert my independence.

It looks like I will be going back to Macmillan and redoing all the exams I got about 20 marks in. This will help me improve my grades. This will mean that over the year I will be doing 7 resits minimum. This will also allow me to re apply to UCAS with a better informed choice of course. I was thinking something to do with Language and not the bastardised English that I use maybe Russian or Japanese. I have the skills. It will also help me to show myself that I can do this and get the grade I was predicted 3 C’s.

I blame myself for my poor results and know that I can improve them.The reason I know it is my fault because of lack of effort I put in. I did not want to reach my potential and these results have created a crazy driven man. I will now focus on a new goal.I will make myself stronger, smarter and better. Only by doing this will I prove that I am no weak person.The main reason for my past lack of conviction was due to me caring more for others than for myself this is going to change. I have always been strait and true now even more so. I am going to spend the next year if they let me focusing on myself and my future.