Mental Health

I am OK not as mentally unstable as I was before.
No essence of committing suicide anymore I am content.
Feel as if I know people who would miss me if I disappeared.
I enjoy my time alone more and can cope better.

I miss having a cat there is a space that only having a pet can close. I need a cat because I love them as animals. I also remember what it was like to come home to a cat rather than an empty house. That depresses me more than anything in the world.

College is OK but all of the people I know are female. This is driving me slowly crazy. I don’t need to know about period pain or how someone has changed there hair. Silly conversations are gone. I am going insane at college due to lack of blokes to talk to. The games club makes up for it but I am at college more than I am at the games club. Girly conversations drive me crazy. If I here “my god he is sooo fit/cute” one more time I will kill everyone in the college.

Anyway ciao for now